Nothing is more exciting than staying at home on Friday night (!), playing with your new toys, listening to your favorite music of old good days, which says what you exactly feel now:

spend all your time waiting for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always some reason to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight
in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel may you find some comfort here

... To Be Continued ........